Crime of Life
Monday, December 29, 2008
  Nirvana
The first time that I heard Nirvana was in Jason's bedroom. He was a year older and lived across the street with his very religious family. Jason had skateboarding magazines hidden in his room, and that's where he heard about grunge. Nevermind had just been released and the whole world was listening to Nirvana. Except me.

And I didn't like it. I went home.

Late in junior high, there was a school assembly, some kind of senior citizen awareness or appreciation thing. The seniors played a song that they liked and then we played a song that - apparently - us kids listened to. I'd never heard it before. It was Lake of Fire from Nirvana Unplugged in New York.

I bought that album the next day. And then later I bought Nevermind, and In Utero, and Bleach. Then I bought Incesticide as well as a fan-made album of rarities and outtakes called Outcesticide. I listened to these albums more than I breathed.

I can't imagine who I'd be today if only I'd stayed in Jason's room and listened to the rest of that album. I really can't imagine that I might have been doing something better with that time.
 




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This is a collection of my entire life's sentences as I have judged them.

Some are innocent, others are not, but each hides within it a subtle prisoner; a villain that could be freed if you pried the lines apart like cell bars and read between them, detailing remorse for a crime of life that can no longer be disguised.

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